My Funk-y World

March 31, 2008

I have been sitting at the computer writing little postettes because I am avoiding writing what I feel. I am, and have been for awhile, in a major funk.

This is not depression, just funk. Big difference. But I can’t seem to shake it. I am bored at work. So bored that even though I am not “making my numbers” this quarter I am not working my butt off to change this. Or to do all the not billable things I have wanted to do for awhile.

Besides work, I feel like an old man. O.K. 51 going on 52 is not the end of the world. Even if it was I should be doing all I can to enjoy the time. Live for today and all that.

I the world I grew up in you are responsible for yourself. That means it is up to me to stop wining and to change things. Get a new job, a new hobby, something. The thing about funks is that it leads to inertia. Lots of time spend doing little, watching TV–damn that TIVO– not even dreaming enough let alone doing enough.

So there, its out. I guess that I am hoping for a bit of confession to make the feeling go away. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10. No. Nothing yet. Maybe tomorrow.

(I never did care for that song. Grumble. Grumble.)

This is more in-line with my mood.


Why Kids Curse

March 31, 2008

Last week NPR had this segment on why young ones curse.

There is a very simple answer. Because they can. Yes, it is not just that they heard mom or dad spew invectives when they were cut off in traffic. They can. Its fun.

Or as my philosopher son said to me many years ago. If G-d did not want us to swear then why did he invent the words.

On 48Facets radio this would have been a very short segment.


Good News, Bad News

March 31, 2008

Talk about your GNBS scenario. Grey wolves have been protected successfully enough that their numbers have grown and they are about to be taken off the endangered species list. That of course is the good news. The Bad. The day that happens it will become legal again for humans to hunt grey wolves.

That sounds like a raw deal. If I were a grey wolf I might do as the draft avoiders in the 1960s and 1970s did and head for Canada. Or at least demand a recount.

Good thing that middle aged, Jewish men are still on the endangered list. I am safe for now.


What-Me Worry?

March 28, 2008

Today’s Headlines

  1. Big Belly Boosts Risk of Later Dementia. That’s where I have been storing 10-15 extra pounds for years.
  2. Bloodshed in Iraq. Not that this is new but now its Shia vs. Shia. I thought violence there was surging down.
  3. Skilling: Thundersnow, 2-4 inches possible. Will winter last until June in Chicago?
  4. ‘Cheese’ Heroin Hooking Young Users in Dallas. Great. Another cheap but potent and addictive drug on our streets.
  5. With bread at $7 million a loaf. Oh, wait. That’s Zimbabwe. Maybe at least they will finally get rid of that nut of a dictator.
  6. Connecticut-Sized Ice Shelf Crumbling in Antarctica. Will oceans rise and Chicago become a coastal town?
  7. Dow down 120 amid Lehman rumors. I finally take some risk in investing and I am in the red.

What – Me Worry?


Obama Wins On Race

March 25, 2008

Thanks to the magic of YouTube I just experienced Barack Obama’s “A More Perfect Union Speech”.  I knew he had delivered it, I knew the reasons why and had read or heard various commentaries– some providing thunderous applause and others citing flaws. But I had not listened to it myself. So after a long day, a bit of dinner and 30 minutes of “Dancing With The Stars”, it was time.

It was fantastic. Not in a Hollywood magic bigger than life personality way. He is capable of that. His more matter-of-fact delivery belied the manner in which he addressed very complex issues with richness of thought rarely heard these days. 

First he set the context for his thoughts by describing the challenges that the founders of this country had in setting the course for our country. The words on the pages were right, such as equal citizenship under the law, but to achieve consensus they excluded an entire portion of the people who already were a part of the nation.

He then addressed his relationship with his pastor, a man who has been public with hateful thoughts. It would have been easy, even expected for Obama to admonish the man as well as the words and distance himself in order to support his campaign. Instead he denounced the rhetoric but painted a picture of a multifaceted man and church community built upon the black experience in America. People of contradictions. There was much good but also some hate. He acknowledged that and rightly pointed this out as a common experience among whites.

He went on to call out the need for continued dialogue on the race issue but called on all Americans to begin to focus on common problems.  The economy, the poor qualityu of our education, healthcare and global warming. These are problems that have no color. He spoke of the hope for our country. That we have improved and can do so more.

That’s what he spoke about but why did I find the speech fantastic? 

He did not dumb down his thoughts to the simplistic themes and easy sound bites so popular these days. He made us listen to the complexity of issues, of personal relationships, and of people. We are complex, multifaceted and often contradictory. I have yet met no person or people that is all wrong or all right, any issue that is merely black or white. (Pun only modestly intended.)

He did not do the safe thing.

He brought dialogue to the situation. Far too often we are entrenched in our views. This entrenchment leads to hate. To a culture of I am right and you are wrong. We need more intelligent discussion. To not be afraid to state our opinions.

This is not just a white American/African-American issue. I can go nowhere without hearing languages and seeing clothes that I did not know from my childhood. I grew up in a very American/western European centric world. Now what I hear are words that sound Asian, eastern European or African. I now pass women in saris, male Muslims in skullcaps or people in turbans. All this without traveling outside the metropolitan area.

We have had over 200 years to address the black vs. white issues. We now need to address the Judeo-Christian vs. Muslim issues and recognize the differences between the radicals and the rest. No stereotypes. No prejudgements. Get to know someone not like you. This is what I read into Barack Obama’s speech.

After almost eight years of a mind numbing President that has had trouble stringing a few coherent thoughts together it was delightful to listen to a mind expanding man who makes us think.

It is worth the 37 minutes.

UPDATE

As reported in the Chicago Tribune:

On Tuesday, Obama’s rival for the Democratic nomination, Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton, weighed in directly, saying: “I think that given all we have heard and seen, he would not have been my pastor.”

This is what I meant by taking the easy way out. Cut and run to placate voters is easy. Addressing complex issues and relationships in an intelligent way is leadership.


Spring Won’t Sprung (or “It’s Spring?”)

March 22, 2008

Most years by mid – March there are 2 million confirmed cases of cabin fever in the greater Chicagoland area. This season “c fever” materialized in epidemic proportions not seen since the neverending winter of nineteen aught six.

This year we have suffered through the coldest, snowiest, most brutal winter in a generation. The medical community has stated that those few who have survived need sunshine and heat therapy stat. Fortunately, the calendar was in our favor or so we thought. Let me tell you about the first two official days of spring.

On Thursday March 20, the Evanston Township High School (ETHS) played its first varsity baseball game. I left work early to support my son (btw HE MADE THE TEAM!!). Traffic was bad and I did not arrive until the fifth inning.

The scene. Parents were dressed in winter coats and the smart ones had brought one or two blankets that were wrapped around them. Did I mention that it was 35 degrees? And windy. I have no idea how the boys could field, throw and hit in that weather. By the time the end of the sixth rolled around they had to thaw me with a blow torch. The game ended 5-5 and was called for darkness. And that was the best spring day so far.

Today it started snowing early this morning. On March 21 we have 3-5 inches of snow on the ground. I stayed home. Better to be in a cabin than out in the weather. There was to be the second baseball game of the season tomorrow but the rule on playing with snowshoes and using sled dogs has not yet been signed by the baseball commissioner.

Here is the view from our house at 5 pm March 21.

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Sorry, that is the beach in Mexico. This is today in Chicago.

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Is It Just Me?

March 19, 2008

I am not one who believes that the entire private life of public people needs to be shared with the world. Even politicians should be allowed the occasional error in judgement as long as the act was not illegal or took advantage of their office.

Having said that this is too much irony. The people of the great state of NY must be proud.

New NY Governor Admits Affairs Years Ago


Wisdom Of the Music Man

March 19, 2008

“You pile up enough tomorrows and you find you’ve collected nothing but a lot of empty yesterdays.”

To some extent that could be about me. Whether or not it is, I like the statement being made. From some wise, classical philosopher I have dubbed the music man because of his lyrical musings on the great thoughts of our existence? No. It was said by Prof. Harold Hill to Marion the Librarian in Meredith Wilson’s “The Music Man“. To my mind one of the most entertaining musicals coming out of the 1950s.

The lyrics are clever with a bit of double entendre. The music is at times catchy and at other times stirring. The story is about the con man turned good by the pure of heart woman he falls for but until the transformation his cons entertain. They don’t get written like this anymore. The total package is pure pleasure.

We live in an entertainment world comprised of blood, gore, sex, destruction, or filled with high tech imagery often for no other reason than to show it can be done. Something that merely intends to entertain is rare. That is probably why I rejoice in pre 1965 movie musicals. The infectious joy that Robert Preston brought from the stage to the movie version carries me away. Shirley Jones was lovely, there was a very young Ronnie Howard, Buddy Hackett– OK who cares about Buddy– and the phenomenal barber shop quartet the Buffalo Bills. What more could one want.

BTW. The follow-up line to the quote at the top is “I don’t know about you but I’d like to make today worth remembering.” Words to live by.

BTW2. A prize to anyone who knows which song from this show was covered by the Beatles.

Now Robert Preston at his best.


The Daredevil, The Intellect and the Mench

March 18, 2008

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I have been contemplating the recent deaths of three people; Steve Fossett, William F. Buckley, Jr. and Baba Amte. While the first two are well known in the U.S. the latter distinguished his life in a more saintly fashion. In different ways I hope to become more like each of them.

Steve Fossett made a fortune by his early 40s on the options exchange. For a man known to seek challenges of height and speed  one would assume he was a trader. No, he made his money renting seats on the Chicago and NY exchanges.

He also had a list of things to achieve which showed that he dreamed great dreams. According to The Economist, ”Mr Fossett had typed out a list of things to do that included…doing all the World Loppet cross-country skiing marathons, swimming the English Channel and climbing the highest mountain on each continent. He did them all, except for climbing Everest, for which he found he did not have the patience. But he also took part in the Le Mans 24-hour car race, the Boston Marathon and the Iditarod dog-sled race in Alaska. He performed the fastest sail circumnavigation, the fastest sail transatlantic crossing and the highest flight in a glider, nine miles (15.5km) above the Andes. By sea or by air he set 116 records, of which 60 still stand, sewing them up (ever the keen Eagle Scout) like badges on his arm.” He also sailed around the world in a balloon, not letting several failed attempts stop him.

And yet the magazine also had this description of him, “You could tell by the look of him that he was no thrill-seeker: a plump man, even plumper in a pressurised suit, who had to breathe in sharply to wriggle into the tiny capsules on his record-breaking craft, and whose thin grey hair lifted in the wind as he struggled out again. You could tell it, too, by his soft unhurried voice. There was no self-promotion, only method and doggedness.”

Doggedness? I am not sure that one can eliminate thrill seeker from the description. Look at the things he did. My wild aspirations go no further than biking in hills, breaking the 18mph mark and having some cool SCUBA adventures. My regular list has more to do with losing the 15 extra pounds I carry and doing enough yoga so I can touch my toes. I have much to learn from him. Or would if he had not been lost after leaving his home in one of the least adventurous of his flying machines, a single engine Bellanca Super Decathlon. He was declared dead on February 15 at the tender age of 63. I aspire to his sense of adventure.

William F. Buckley, Jr. died at age 82. He needed the long life to work his way through his voluminous vocabulary. According to the New York Times he “marshaled polysyllabic exuberance, famously arched eyebrows and a refined, perspicacious mind to elevate conservatism to the center of American political discourse”.  I may not have agreed with his politics but I loved to hear the man speak.

I do not go for the loquacious speaker but the times I heard William F. pontificate, I never considered him verbose. Just magnificently educated, elegant and insightful. It almost, and I mean almost, made me want to be a Conservative.

This man wrote book, founded The National Review and for many years had his own show “Firing Line”  which ran from 1966 to 1999. It became the longest running program with a single host — beating out Johnny Carson by three years. He sailed across the Atlantic at age 50 (I am 2 years too late) and wrote novels. When do people like him sleep?

The part I most admired about him was the intellect and the style he brought to his opinions. He was the anti-Limbaugh. Is there a Conservative in the media today that does much beyond attack and rant? I aspire to his eloquence.

Baba Amte was born into a wealthy Brahmin family in India in 1915. For a time he was a successful, highly paid lawyer. He began to change, to find out how the less fortuate lived.

And then one day his world changed. As described in The Ecomnomist, “

HE HADN’T meant to touch it. As he grubbed in the rain-filled gutter to pick up dog shit, human excrement and blackened, rotten vegetables, stowing them in the basket he carried on his head, he brushed what seemed to be a pile of rags, and it moved a little. The pile was flesh; it was a leper, dying. Eyes, nose, fingers and toes had already gone. Maggots writhed on him. And Murlidhar Devidas Amte, shaking with terror and nausea, stumbled to his feet and ran away.”

This encounter led to a lifetime of helping lepers. He worked in leper clinics. Then he founded an ashram (a secluded residence of a religious community and its guru.)  “It was called Anandwan, “grove of joy”; its philosophy was that lepers could be rehabilitated not by charity, nor by the begging life in railway stations and on streets, but by hard work and creativity, which would bring self-respect. Not by tears, but by sweat, Mr Amte wrote once, and noted how similar those were.

By his death around 3,000 people lived at Anandwan. The farm grew millet, grains and fruit; in the schools, lepers taught the blind, deaf and dumb; there were colleges, two hospitals, workshops and an orchestra, where popular songs were conducted by a polio victim. Warora townsfolk, who had shunned the ashram in its early years, had learnt to buy its vegetables and drink its milk without fear of contagion.”

I can think of no greater descriptor for this incredible man beyond that of Mench. I aspire to his selflessness.

Three men, unique in their own ways, have left us in the month of February 2008. But for a combined 238 years they created legacies like few before them. Somethings to aspire to be.


Spitzer Resigns!

March 13, 2008

No kidding. Soon to be followed by the headline “Spitzer Sued for Divorce.”

If I had spent $80,000 on prostitutes the headline would read “48Facets Bludgeoned by Wife. Jury Acquits.”